PeterWhale

So appreciating the nights when I spend with my telescope and husband on the backyard. Cosmos gives us a chill and greatest awareness that we are so small but yet, so unique... and there is something bigger and that bigger WOW is out beyong human understanding. 




            

Until the time when the vast expanses of space will take a brave man who ventures on a fantastic adventure, there is only one night left. Often in the dark the imagination draws the most vivid pictures. The galactic space seems so cold, however, its inhabitants are quite friendly. Somewhere out there, hiding among the brightest stars, bizarre creatures are ready to tell about everything that has long been considered a mystery. Now it all seems like an incredible dream, but in a few minutes it will become clear that our hero's journey is much more unpredictable!....



and my brand new art 2k18 it's only beginning of the greatest breakthrough!!!

+ this is what I talking about:: www.movieoutline.com/articles/…

SO MUCH HAS CHANGED! By now left only 3 new paintings and I finish and close my chapter of this year. I will post 'em very soon. I'm embarking on a artistic HIATUS while I learn how to adult but I'll return somewhere in 2k18 or somehow later i don't really know how long it'll lasts. My mindset is changing and i just don't want to be around certain things, people and network anymore. I've realized that some steps need to be taken without any connection, without share. It’s the only way to figure out where you need to go and who you need to be... off from internet, more reality, love and care in the way.... my dreams have changed a lot as I’ve gotten older. I used to think my happiness revolved around my success in life but of all my accomplishments in lifetime, my greatest achievement has been love and spiritual growth. So what made these past couple of months the most epic, and I'll spendthe next with the love of my life. And here’s a little reminder for you to drop everything, take a break and breathe in a little of the world... +some new pics of cold Baltic sea i took during November::








my perfect rock bottom

 altar of light-




my next job will be on this cruise ships across the oceans...







I never came to the beach or stood by the ocean
I never sat by the shore under the sun with my feet in the sand
But you brought me here, and I'm happy that you did
'Cause now I'm as free, as birds catchin' the wind....

Life is constantly changing when you change in the first place. By now my life is completely changed. Lately, I realized how far I've gone, and wonder how further I will go... thru the progress keep growing and find a new paths. No one's heard from me for months, but I'm doin' better than I ever was. I don't have contact with family and some of old friends anymore. It's all about Karma. NOW! there is always the law of cause & effect. Trust me if you do something, there's gonna be a reaction. So I'm better off alone than with these toxic people. So, father and stepmother called me for the first time in a month but I didn't answer. Sometimes a parent can create a cancerous environment and you have this internal conflicting feeling about them. You're biologically programmed to love them, but sometimes sharing genetics isn't enough. You shouldn't have to work that hard for someone's love. Family doesn't have to mean "blood related." Good for you to remove yourself from those toxic situations. Whoever it is in your life- if someone presents such a cancerous environment, it just keeps hurting you and even if they are doing it inadvertently and they just don't know better, you should just not have that person in your life. And it's okay, that's not a hateful situation, you just go your own way... I found a true love, he love me unconditionally and everyone fade away to nothin' when i look at him. And if I return to family for one day to clear all things up, I'll say- "I have my official statement: i'm a gay, I get married and finally I'm fucking happy and free!..." it's gonna be shock for them but i don't care about. This is my life, my beautiful chapter with happiness and love! So I wishing everyone around here the same feelings, happy upcoming holidays and new 2018 year full of bliss and conquests! <333

"When you look up at a rainbow
Do you ever wonder what's really waiting at the end?
I don't want no gold, nothing’s more than you
The amount is hard to even comprehend
We are rainbows, me and you
Every color, every hue
Let's shine through
Together we can start livin' in a rainbowland..."
+ some new pics i took recently